| [I Ate The Drama and Then I Dreamt of Her] |
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Posted on March 15, 2007 @ 11:12 am
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I got to say at least I now know where my allies lie.
To all; I've got to say that I fucking hate high school drama. Yeah. I absolutly love to read about it in mangas and laugh about it, but quiet frankly I hate the system of life and now I want to beat the shit out of it.
Well, now, I'm suicidal. Yeah right. I dunno why people always have to asume things about me. I am not suicidal, but now all thanks to one supposingly shit-load of a "friend" (*ahem*) I got the whole damn school asking me if I need "help." Heh. But ah well, there nothing to living I guess. I suppose it can only be natural as to what the hell I am feeling right about now. But... damn high school drama!
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| [Drip. Drop. Drip. Drop. Fall Down. Fall Down. Down, Down, Down.] |
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Posted on March 10, 2007 @ 10:10 pm
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As if I don't have enough to do already... fuck...
( Ripples [PREVIEW] )
Part I of III - Naruto. Can you guess the pairing? Easy enough. A first for me as well. {THIS IS THE UN-EDITED VERSION! KEEP YOUR EYES PEELED FOR THE EDITED ONE!}
Also, worked at the trade show. It was freaking harsh. I will never, ever make fun of the people at McDonalds AGAIN! Well, it wasn't like I ever did...
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| [Thirsty for Souls; The Never Ending Burn in My Throat] |
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Posted on March 09, 2007 @ 8:23 pm
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We went to go visit Michael today, but I'm sad to say that I'm still mad at him. All mother and father did was cry. Everyone cried. Except for me. I merely stood on the sidelines and watched as they all looked upon him. But I did my best, so I guess that had to count for something, right? I hope so...
Alas, I'm still bored and still depressed. Shoot. LoL. But on to bigger and better things;
( Simply Rain...Simply Tears )
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| [My Fingertips Are Cold. My Heart is Cold. My Heart Lies Behind My Black Nails] |
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Posted on March 08, 2007 @ 10:10 pm
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Ugh. I'm still mourning over my losses. I've gotten no gains, so I guess it only seems natural to be like this.
Well, I'm still counting my curses; Monday will be shitty. LoL. It will only be me, Anni, and Ashley at school; the rest will be leaving to Jazz Band festival. I'm falling deeper into the hell hole of Solitude. Only my emotions can prove that. I seem to grow more and more distant over the whole situation. I dunno why I'll letting all my depression spill out now; and take it, look at me! Damnit. I've become a nervous reck. I need rehab. LoL. I kid. Well there is really nothing going on lately. I'm bored as ever; the way I never wanted to spend SPRING BREAK.
( To Amuse Myself )
My ears are starting to hurt from my loud family too. I'm about ready to tear my ears off and eat them [I think I will soon too]. LoL. And all I've got to ask, is "Why am I so depressed all the time?!" ARGH! But I felt better when I read Wife Contest [Naruto]: A Sakura/Sasuke Fic. Sometimes preverted and yet, oddly refreshing. Later.
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| [So Alone, So Cold, and Still Dead] |
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Posted on March 07, 2007 @ 5:17 am
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Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm so ALONE! *cries* I swear, my mood isn't getting better, it's getting worse! All damn day I've moaned and staggered around trying to plaster that painful smile back to my face. So far, it's not working! Argh! I mean, what the hell did I do to deserve this? All fucking day everyone else is telling me their problems, and when I start on mine to vent, they shun me and say I (?!!) complain too much?! WTF? WFT? WTFWTFWTFWTF?
( Top 20/10 Things to Do [That I Still Haven't Finished] )
BTW, I asked that Vampire at Southern Mansion (from last post) to bite me... He told me that I couldn't handle forever. But that doesn't mean I won't tempt him into it. If he leaves, I can always coax him back into my life (easily) if he even dares to try and leave. I also said last post: [I wish he would hurry and bite me to give me the rest of eternity to bitch about how I don't have enough time on hand.] Yeah. I guess I still wouldn't have enough time on hand to bitch and complain about. I'm that bitter. On the other hand though; I'm starting to look like a Native American Vampire from the Tepee's Village. LoL. I'm still sickly pale.
( Ultra Special Blah Report From Lea )
I'm going to hibernate. Later losers. :D
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| [Ah Yes, I DO Know That Feeling!] |
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Posted on March 05, 2007 @ 10:50 pm
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In response to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) demonic_kisses: Ah, yes my thoughts exactly; I DO know that feeling. That feeling of utter and totally crap-iness and self-pity. Aw, yeah well, I'm back on 'net from the Library and I'm doing fine. We've just got down watching (John Tucker Must DIE) and in response, (Edward Cullen Must DIE). LoL. But I've gotten so many worthless things to do! And no time for me! ME! ME! ME! ME! I know... selfish. [Do I Dazzle You?]
( Top 20 Things to Do )
But I guess in reality; I am the most selfish person alive, eh Kira? Yeah. That and I run away from my shadow (I think it stalks me!) and I have shallow feelings for the vampire who lives in the mansion on south maple. I wish he would hurry and bite me to give me the rest of eternity to bitch about how I don't have enough time on hand. That would truly be the sweetest thing anyone's ever done for me... well, besides Anni who bought me V-Day suckers and gave me a rose! THANK YOU!
( Rambles Shamelessly . . . I'm Turning Random! )
( Chat/Forum of Lea/Courtney/Ashley : Question #1 : Do You Believe In Love At First Sight? )
Later Dudes. Life sucks road trips, you never know when you'll get sick and tired of it.
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| [GoodBye Memories And Hello Harsh Reality] |
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Posted on February 25, 2007 @ 9:57 pm
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I Haven't Forgotten Yet . . . And I Don't Intend To Either
I've gotten bad news. Currently, my Internet bill is failing out here in the middle of no where. Yeah. So, like, that means I can't be getting on except for the time I go to the Library, which sucks for you only get 45 min. online time. Well, the problem is the fact that I have to leave and be gone for the rest of the year.
And its driving me crazy for I am reading a lot of fanfiction and I am so flippin' addicted to it and can't imagine my life without it. It is so freaking killing me! I am like a Internet Addict. LoL. I am so going to miss all the TWILIGHT/NEW MOON BELLA/EDWARD ADDICTS, and all of the WOUNDERFUL SESSKAG STORIES out there. I mean it! *SOB* But note that I WILL BE BACK! I think my last day online is Wed. Feb. 28 or somewhere around there.
And so, as the closing of my school journal and such, I'd like to have a grand closing. Haha. My fandom journal hasn't even been started so I can't do a thing there, but I can do something here. We've got 2 original posts here and a SessKag fandom. But the fandom will NOT be posted due to edits and revisions. But there is a SessKag fandom below. Or else friend my_stained_lips for more info. Well, thanks, enjoy the terror. Later, goodluck, and see you sometime next week/month/year!
( Walking Over Graves Of Soil And Flowers )
( Oh Yeah, We Aren't Even Scratching the Surface Yet )
( My Stained Lips Prelude [Opening] )
Good Bye!
Love, Lea ;)
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| [Sometimes She Wonders if She is Doing the Right Thing - Is She?] |
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Posted on February 23, 2007 @ 11:37 pm
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Its been odd lately. Well . . . no, I've been odd. I feel almost old in a way.
( Her Empty Pain )
Ah shoot. Just forget it! I'm tired, it's late, I have purple shadows and bags under my eyes. I'm cold, and sick again. Its now 1:17 here in Middle Of No Where, and its Saturday here. The wind is blowing and I can hear the small little camper next to our house tumble. I need a pop. LoL. Sugar and sweet caffine. Later.
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| [We're All Tangled Up Inside] |
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Posted on February 21, 2007 @ 10:01 pm
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Yeah, because I'm such a lazy bum, I've got another beta/co-writer/friend (demonic_kisses) to back me up on LiveJournal posting since Skye Shiela won't help me. LoL. Sorry Skye!
But I'm so proud! TagTeam action: [Yeah Man] ( Entangled )
Title: Entangled - Rate: M [death/lang/musings] - Pairing: Naraku/Kagome
( What? More? Still not still good enough? )
Title: Simply Rain Simply Tears - Rate: PG-13 [Language/Metaphors] - Pairing: Inuyasha/Kagome
Also, my newest fandom release is about to be let out of the bag; My Stained Lips. So keep a eye out for that!
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| [She's Ill From Her Lack of Treatment] |
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Posted on February 15, 2007 @ 10:48 pm
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Shoot. I've gotten sick. WTFWTFWTF?! Yeah! ME, LEA, SICK. o_O
And as a growing teen I was suppose to be going to the Valentine's Dance. I skipped. There was bound to be too many druken teens and vomiting adults. The dances were erotic and the music was shamely horrid. I'd rather not. More later.
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| [She Whispers, Whispers, Whispers, Listening to Echoes for Answers] |
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Posted on February 14, 2007 @ 10:56 pm
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Ah, Happy Forced Affections Day! Happy Valentines Day!
Yeah. Hell yeah. Sorry to all! Fandom work was just not cutting it! I was uninspired to produce anything from the likes of fangirl obsession, and so; in honor of Valentine's Day, Lea happened to come out with this: ( Counter )
And Shay? I'm still totally not over that whole "grandmother's arm" and "she must not have buried her deep enough" thing yet! LoL. And to Mrs. Freudenberg? LoL. I still say that Lady-in-Spandex deserved that candy for that touching scene. Boo.
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| [She Was Drowning In A Fit of Deep-Sea Depression] |
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Posted on February 13, 2007 @ 11:15 pm
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Poll #926905 What To Do? {Help}
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 4 What the hell should I work on?
Vote and tell me what to do. Obviously, I can't decided for myself, so someone else has to. LoL. Thanks.
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